I have two sides to my personality, an outgoing half, and a quieter half (Picture: Ellen Manning)Putting the microphone to my mouth, I feel the usual rush I get whenever I’m asked to host an event – excitement, adrenaline, joy, and just a hint of trepidation.I have no real issue with the hundreds of pairs of eyes on me, or interacting with the audience. It’s a role I’m quite happy to adopt. And yet something doesn’t feel quite right.I have two very distinct ha